I had a dream last night that I was pregnant. I remember seeing my little peanut on an ultrasound and knowing that it had a heartbeat and, more importantly, was in the right spot! I was trying to find the heartbeat on a doppler, but it wasn't working. I wasn't shaken by this because I knew it was too early. This dream really put a smile on my face...let's hope it comes true!
I'm trying greatly to keep my expectations in-check for this whole IVF process. I know that so many things can go wrong, but I'm also trying not to focus too much on these things. I need to keep my mind somewhere in between being convinced it will work and being convinced it will fail. I don't know what that middle is other than alternating days between the two.
AF should be here tomorrow. That means that I will go in for my CD3 bloodwork, start BCP's and get my official IVF calendar. I think things will go really quickly after that. I have orientation on 4/3 and we have to schedule an appointment with a socialworker. Hubby also needs to get his bloodwork, which he has an appointment on Monday, and get a SA. He's not looking forward to that, and I don't blaim him. This whole thing is just awkward and I can't wait for people to stop poking at my Hoo-Haa and I will not miss getting poked with needles constantly either. I feel like I have track marks on my arms. This better all be worth it!
It will all be worth it in the end when you are holding your precious baby in your arms and kissing his or her adorable cheeks! I love your dream and I have faith that it will come true. Hopefully soon!
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